It has been a rough couple of days. I am feeling a little lost today. Even trying to find the music to soothe my soul is not happening easily today. As I scroll through songs, I just am not connecting. Rather depressing. And to be honest, I can't be ashamed to share that I too have been struggling. The last several months haven't been easy. And this week, things got a little more complicated. Where are we now? Will we ever get back To the place we once were? I'm afraid Afraid of what may be I'm losing sleep Worry, she is taunting me But my hope is still there My love is strong But I've lost control Of what what was to be Hanging on to that hope Dreams of what could have been Seemingly slip away Faith will overcome worry Hope. She is strong Not sure where this is going Scattered thoughts to match The turmoil in my mind Hang on Lord, don't let me go. k